Late night, no sleep again.
Didn't get to bed until about 7 am yesterday. So, today will probably be the same. I'm going to the doctor for a checkup next week. I'm going to tell him about my insomnia. I think it's just how I go out and all the weird times I get to sleep. I really have no for sure pattern.
Okay, so I'm sipping on some Montevina wine. Red wine is so delicious, and relaxing. I also am making a proposition to stop smoking by the end of this year. We shall see how that goes. Honestly, I'm getting tired of smoking as much as I do. Like cigarettes only taste good when I'm drinking or REALLY stressed. Thats why they work out so good, when I'm out and about.
I'm having this new obsession with just getting my makeup and sitting in front of the mirror and drawing random things on my face. Artistically of course. I went to the mall with a giant purple dollar sign on my face. It was interesting. Tomorrow, I'm thinking maybe a star and or a singular big heart.
Tonights,
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| HEARTZZZ |
I got a call from A&E today for some show. I'm not sure if its right for me though. I have a meeting set up, we shall see what happens. It seems like a different demographic than what I'm trying to reach.
MEOW!!!!
I have 8 pages of lyrics, some beats in my head. I want to start my music making venture.
I'm going to light a candle and alter some clothes, waste time until I'm finally tired.
I love you allllll! :D
I have insomnia, too.
<3
I like to stay up, anyway.